Do you ever like someone for no apparent good reason?
You've given me no reason to think you'd ever truly like me back, and I don't even remember when I started to like you. You were just there all of a sudden, someone I knew before and never saw, but now I see and realize I've never known.
Stop staring into my eyes so intently. Stop smiling at me. Stop challenging me in conversations when I like to debate. Stop making me laugh. I hate how you have such power over the way my heart beats inside my chest and I feel I have no right to even try to talk to you.
I hate how I don't know you at all, and yet I care about you so much and wish you saw me like I see you.