as hard as it is, it's not love that's binding it all together. what about other important factors, such as, commitment, values, future perspectives, communication and honesty?

we either choose to stay or we can choose to go with respect to love. i'm finding it difficult to communicate with you due to the distance as I'm so used to seeing you everyday. I understand I'll need to adapt but couldn't we make things easier between us?

a 7 minute phone call is great but, it could be better. we don't talk at all and the only time we do consistently is when we're about to sleep. it's sad.

i know you work hard all day throughout this pandemic, and you're putting yourself at risk - but I'm just asking if you could help me, to help you. I guess what I'm really trying to say is, I'm showing all I can to say that I care but I'm not receiving it from you.

//feeling a little cold.