i just feel so alone, even though i'm surrounded by people who care about me. how does that even make sense?
Yes. You are yearning for someone to understand you? Maybe?
I get you.
It makes all the sense in the works because most people suck, but if you find a few good people who actually care about you and who you connect with, the loneliness disappears. It’s just hard to find good people. Not impossible but hard.