I had a vivid dream that we were living together in a nice cabin in the woods, with a garden and some animals and a beautiful river nearby. I remember you at peace in the afternoon sun, holding my hand to your chest and telling me you were happy. I woke up without saying a word and I cried about it.

You don't love me. You don't miss me. I would say I wish I didn't have that dream, but if I can't have the memory with you I'll take the dream instead.