I ruined everything. Our love could be the most beautiful thing i ever had but i was stupid. So frkn stupid. i’m so afraid to ruin this euphoria, this thing that we have the love that we have, it’s so surreal. you were perfect and I ended up ruining everything. I lied about my past and now you don’t want to include me in your future anymore. It frkng hurts so much. You dont deserve me.