Okay maaaybe I'm here too early. But guys, I think I'm developing a small crush for my best friend and if that happens.. IM SCREWED. Because sooner or later those feelings are finna be intense reaaal quick. But god you should've seen him at the beach. He's not really a confident fellow but when he took that shirt off.. ? He ain't really ~visibly~ muscular, but boy when I tell you I peeped those muscles I might have melted a bit.

Okay so maaaybe I'm just physically attracted to him.. a bit. Damn it. Guys help me pry him off my mind. And I literally can't forget it when some little kid started saying 'daddy' and I out of curiosity looked up and he was looking right at me and just wow.. Maybe its just my hormones acting up. If I come back here, heh I'm so done for.

-beachgirl