the more time passes, the more I miss you.

But the more time goes on...the more I recognize that I made the healthy choice.

God...I could have really fallen hard for you.

But, there were so many things you did to me that I see now were not okay as small as they were, but they were compounded. And maybe you couldn’t see how manipulative they could be...but I could.

I want you, but i don’t know if you can see how you hurt me. I don’t know if you’ll ever decide to change.

But you may not want me simply because I couldn’t tolerate it.

You’re not a bad person for it...you have a good heart...but you were hurting me. And I wish you could see you need to do something about it.