If you decide to go, just..please don’t leave without saying goodbye.
Both because I’d miss you - I already do - and because I’m afraid of finding out how unimportant to you I've become.
but, the other person would have to initiate.
If someone mattered once to me they always matter
I sometimes need to put them in a file and shut the cabinet for my well-being.
I'm not a sociopath so I can love and dislike at the same time.