Dear E,

Today marks a month that we’ve been together. A whole month. I know to some that isn’t long, to others it is. In any respect, I’m beyond happy. It’s crazy to see how much one person can really change your life. The things they say, the things they do, the new doors they open. You’ve qute literally changed my life, E. I was in a bad place before, my head was a dangerous place to get stuck in, and I found myself stuck there more often than not. But you, you pulled me out a little, actually, more than a little. You were able to lift me from the place I was in and make me feel genuinely happy again. I thank the universe for allowing us to come together after so much time had passed. 

As I sit here, typing this, with you on the phone, at 4 in the morning, I can’t think of anything else I would rather be doing. Even sleep seems undesirable when put against this. I know I’m mostly on the phone to help you with your anxiety since you’re in the house alone, but this is more than just that to me. It’s me being here for the girl I love, helping her in any way she needs, and just being there. Because when it comes down to it, I want you to know I will always be there for you. You never have to endure anything alone. I’ve got you. Always. I promise. 

I love you E, I want to spend each day proving that to you. I want a future with you. I want to go places, do things, read books, play Pokemon, listen to music, make fun of dumb people, and so much more with you. I don’t want to say I want forever with you, cuz it seems to early to say that, don’t you think? I want a long happy time with you. As long as you let me be here for you I will, I’m not going anywhere, and I hope you hold the same sentiment. 

Unashamedly content.

AP