The boy I wanted to be with was murdered a year and a half ago and honestly I just don’t know what to do with myself.. I know I should probably move on but it’s a constant thought. I dream about him regularly..just to wake up depressed as usual.

I just want to be with him..

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  • anonymous lover
5 days ago

That’s tough, OP. Moving on doesn’t mean we completely forget them. I still think and dream about my past crush a lot, but it took years for me to accept the way things went. I try to keep my mind in the present and take things day by day. I reminisce the past, but now I’m hopeful for my future. Maybe you need more time. Focus on you. Go do something you love. Practice self care. Treat yourself out. Hang out and talk with the people in your life right now. Read a book. Watch a movie. Basically, just keep doing.

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