I know she will never see this but I need to get how I truly feel about her off of my chest. She is stunningly beautiful, intelligent, hard working, family oriented, and has one of the best senses of humor I have ever come across. I would love to spend every waking moment with her and I could listen to her talk about her interests all day and night. I would love to travel, get married, raise a family together and grow old. But she doesn’t look at me the same as I do to her, so my thoughts will remain here....sigh...