I feel kinda sad and empty right now. I've wished for so long to stop loving you and for this obsession to end. Part of me wants it back but mostly I don't because it made me miserable. But it's left a bit of a void not gonna lie. It's a good thing tho because it gives me space to fill it with things that are healthy and get my needs met. I'm melancholic. But also relieved and know there's new possibilities just around the corner.