so I let you know that I want to try to be more authentic, more myself, to stop shying away from conflict, to try to stop being so nonconfrontational, to try to be more honest about my thoughts and feelings, to put my own wants up for consideration, to stop censoring myself all the time. because being myself should help our relationship be better for both of us. because I want to stand up for myself more.

and now you're crying because.... you're sad I can't compromise? because you always put the relationship first, and now you won't get what you want as much because I'm actually considering myself for once? because you don't want us both to put ourselves first, because you say you'd sacrifice everything for me, and now you're sad that I wouldn't do the same?

I love you a lot, but I don't know how I feel about this