I feel the butterflies, the lump in my throat, the nervousness when we talk, again after so many years i feel it all, when this girl smiles or even looks at me. I feel like she might be into me i have seen some signs, we do talk regularly but still I am scared to let myself go and invest my all, my feelings and also my hopes into that gorgeous smile of hers, im scared of the what if's , the possibilty that we aren't feeling the same things. Even so i wanna say no to myself i wanna say BE IN love, have a crush,make the first step even if i do end up being hurt. Thats what I say to myself when she smiles at me at least or when we talk. But then other times the insecurities kick in or even worse the doubts.. I dont need anyone to tell me to do it though, everyone knows what he needs or wants to do even if you get hurt in the process, You need to go with it , fight for it and even if it doesn't turn out in your favor, hey at least you tried.. I need to tell myself just that.. Just do it !!

For you S....

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