I love you.

I'm sorry I'm so bad at communicating, for not knowing and upholding my boundaries, for not understanding what I'm feeling and why in the moment, for repressing anger and other emotions, for acting in ways that were passive aggressive and unkind, for thinking I could change the outcome of things, for not accepting what you wanted, for playing games, for being unkind. And for so many other things in my life.

I'm sorry.

I love you. That is the one thing that has remained constant, throughout, since the day we first met.

I love you

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  • anonymous lover
2 months ago

This is exactly what I wish she would say to me.

I wish you the best OP.

  • Op
2 months ago

Do you love her anon?

  • OP
2 months ago

Yes of course. But she is incapable of communicating with me in a way that satisfies me and I think the reverse is probably true too.

  • anon sorry not op ^
2 months ago

  • Actual OP
2 months ago

Lol Ur not the op. How do you want to be communicated with and have you told her how you want to be communicated with?

  • anon
2 months ago

No and tbh she’s not emotionally demonstrative in the way I needed. But I loved her for herself.

  • Op
2 months ago

Can you explain what you mean by emotionally demonstrative - what did you need from her?

  • anon
2 months ago

I mean she came off as detached and not bothered when I think she did care.

  • Op
2 months ago

Ah ok. I used to be very vulnerable and open but then he was more detached and avoidant. I think I changed and became fearful/avoidant in response

  • anon
2 months ago

That sounds a familiar scenario. wish you the best op.

  • Op
2 months ago

Thanks anon, all the best to you too ✨

  • anonymous lover
2 months ago

Show me you love me

  • Op
2 months ago

Lol ok, how would you like me to do that?

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