28 oct 21.

cried myself to sleep and cried the moment i woke up, thinking of you.

i guess letting go of someone who taught you the meaning of love is difficult after all. you are the one i experienced most of my firsts with, the first person i ever cherished with my whole entire being, the first one who made me feel this way.

i won't go back, and i don't want to be with you anymore. because no matter how good our connection was, i am the not the one for you and you are not the one for me. we might be meant to be, but we were never meant to last from the start.

but i still think of you. i miss your voice, your laughter. i miss your smile, i miss your smell. i miss the way you hold me and kiss me. i miss sleeping together with you.

i just miss you - simply because for a moment in time, you were my other half, my bestfriend.

it's still weird to think how i used to know whatever you were doing throughout the day. when you slept, when you were gaming, when you were eating. and now i don't even know where you are.

it will take me some time to get over this, maybe months - or maybe years. but at the end of it, i know i will get through it.

thank you for the happiest year of my life. i will continue cherishing every moment of it.

i'll see you again, my dear. and i hope by then we will both be happy, albeit individually.

3 comments add comment

  • jday
2 years ago

thank you for sharing this xx

  • anonymous lover
2 years ago

this is what I am really feeling right now.. sigh

  • a
2 years ago

i’m so sorry:(

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