Someday I'll look back at this and it won't hurt.

I'll be loved, I'll go on dates, I'll be laughing on the phone, kissing, holding hands, going to the movies, reading next to someone, cuddling, going on trips, I'll bake them cookies and make them tea on rainy days.

One day someone will give me all I deserve without me having to beg and they won't laugh at how I feel.