K,

I know it must feel like I don't care for you now, but please understand that this distance is the only thing that will help me and, in turn, help you. It's so easy to love you. I've said it before in veiled terms, in complex phrasing. It is so easy to love you. The way we express love is different though. You want to entertain me, perform for me, and I appreciate that, but I just want to be heard and seen. You wanted to give me the world and, in trying to give this, you neglected to see what it was I really wanted. It's exhausting to disappoint you when I know you're trying so hard--when you try and my needs aren't met still. I don't want to disappoint you anymore. Please know that in spite of all of this, I still wish you were here with me right now. I feel everything you feel.

Love,

A

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  • anonymous lover
one year ago

You need to communicate better. Why is everything so complex, and veiled with you?! Perhaps K might not be knocking him/herself out so much if you would say something!

Food for thought. You only get so many shots at love….K might not be perfect, but at least K is trying. You say you appreciate that- but I am not sure you do, or if you do, not as much as you should. Again, you only get so many shots at real love. Then you get older, and no one give two shits about you, and you will wish you had K.

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