W,

I’ve been feeling a lot of anger towards you recently. That’s new, for me. It’s not that I thought you were perfect or faultless before. I know that you’re not. But I guess I’m tired of being forgiving towards someone who hasn’t made a single ounce of effort towards me.

I’m mad because I have a feeling you still love your ex, and she may still love you. I’m mad at you because you’re living your life and you’re moving on and I’m still stuck here. I’m mad at you for a lot of other reasons, too. I just don’t know how to verbalize them yet. That’s how new they are to me.

I don’t know if I’m beginning to feel these feelings of anger for a specific reason. Am I finally starting to work you out of my system? Am I finally going to be able to get over you? We’ll see.