Dear liann J - ♥︎
we didn't know each other much but there's so much i wanted to tell you. Honestly, I'm just gonna say it, ever since like I found ur acc i was way too scared to actually text you. like it's been 1 year actually. but when i did it finally i was relieved and i was happy i thought maybe we'd have a friendship that would lead to a relationship. but then i found out you were taken, so i unfollowed you because i didn't wanna ruin your happiness and then last month we had a good conversation that only lasted a few second's honestly. but i just instantly felt comfortable with you in that moment. i don't know why but i used to feel like you were my soulmate. i pushed away this one really nice person because i only thought of you. i don't know why i felt so deeply in love with you. but it was all real, and when i found out you were going through a toxic relationship thats when i was ready to admit my feelings so i could show you what it feels like to be loved and appreciated, because i know you're a good person, and you deserve more than being treated like that. but i got scared and backed away from telling you. and then i tried starting another conversation and checking in on you after you posted that tiktok because anyone hurting you or making you feel mistreated hurts me in a thousand ways i couldn't explain liann. so i checked on you even if i knew you were probably bothered by me or annoyed by me that didn't matter as long as i knew you were okay. i didn't wanna force conversations or anything because i didn't want you to feel uncomfortable. but recently i unfollowed you because it felt like it was more of a one sided friendship, because i was the one reaching out… it felt like you didn't want a conversation it felt more like you just replied to me. i don't know i see something in you that i can't see in anyone else, with me being introverted i don't like bothering many people but you were just special. and i know i said sorry too much when i was texting you. it's because i didn't wanna lose you even when we were just getting to know each other. but i wish you the best in life and i really hope you find happiness and peace, don’t let anyone treat you less than what you deserve - N♡
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