How much longer am I going to cry and hurt over someone who was never mine? Is it because I never got closure? Is it because I was delusional for so long? Is it because I believed I had finally found a friend and was oh so very wrong? Is it because I truly have no idea how you really felt about me and I fear the worst? Why must I be so attached to you if it can never be? I have only questions that will never be answered. All I know is I love you so much and you will never know.