When I think of you I always end up picturing a future where the two of us are together. We could have kids, maybe not. We could be thriving in the city or somewhere abroad. We could be living our wildest dreams or struggling to get by, either way, it's always me and you.

I wonder if you have the same thoughts if I live in your mind like you do in mine. I try to stop thinking of you, but I can't. I look forward to seeing you every day and dread the moment we part. I could spend the whole day with you doing nothing in particular and my heart would be beating non-stop.

Tragically for me, I don't think you will ever see me that way. Even if you did, the fates would be against our union. I know if you had to choose, I would not be the one you'd pick. Despite knowing that this is only a fantasy, I'll still think of this perfect dream.

i love you my golden pearl,

sincerely,

a fool who can't stop thinking about you.