I pushed you away because I was scared of my own emotions for you. But, turns out, it didn’t matter. The difference now is that I don’t even know what we could’ve been. I didn’t allow it because I was too scared of being hurt. Yet, here I am, hurting regardless. Sometimes I think about reaching out to apologize, because I think I hurt you. But it would be weird. You’ve moved on with her. I can only blame myself and force myself to let go of the thought of you. For what’s it worth, though you’ll probably never read this, I am sorry J.

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  • anonymous lover
9 days ago

I am a J and as much as I wish you were my person writing this to me I also know better. How I wish you were her, though.

  • anonymous lover
9 days ago

Can I please ask what your initial is, OP?

  • OP
9 days ago

My initial is L

  • J
9 days ago

Just like I thought.. My person is a K. I wish I could've gotten closure but it'll never happen.

I do hope you find peace of mind, OP.

  • OP
9 days ago

I’m sorry, and yeah I understand, it won’t happen for me either. I’m just having a hard time accepting that. Best of luck to you too

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