I'm so fucking sick of crying over you#sundays

I don't want press to put your name next to mine

We're on different lines, so I

Wanna be nice enough, they don't call my bluff

'Cause I'd hate to find

Articles, articles, articles

Rather you remain unremarkable

Got a lotta interviews, interviews, interviews

When they say your name, I just act confused

Did you have fun?

I really couldn't care less

And you can give 'em my best, but just know

I'm not your friend

Or anything, damn

You think that you're the man

I think, therefore, I am

No I'm not a sucker for love bombing anymore

yup...I should be alone....

It's so refreshing and restorative spending time with people who are kind, generous, empathetic, who are *actually* good listeners, don't view relationships purely transactionally, communicate openly, and treat each other with respect.

You know. Real friends.

Ryan it’s positively sickening how much I miss you.


On average it takes humans 66 days to form a habit

(I keep looking for you in everything)

and then 21 days to break it.

(I need to stop and let you go)

I know I shouldn't have fallen for you in the first place

(I shouldn't be thinking of you.)

But you are like abstract art.

(Oh so beautiful)

Not everyone understands

(Most people will not.)

but the ones that do

(I do, I do.)

can't help but notice your beauty.

(I can't let you go.)

if we were close friends, i will chat you on messenger and tell you that i have a lot of things to do. i will tell you the struggles i have to conquer in school. i will tell you my insecurities, doubts, fears, everything.

i hope you are okay, crush. i miss you.

to jejh

As I stood there beside myself, I could see you and no one else.

Someday, I’ll be okay. Just not today.