I want it to be Kevin so bad, I do. I want it to be him. I want Alec to want me and most definitely have me. And I want them to fight it out for my affection and love.

Who would win?

Only I know.

I love and miss you ...

I try to keep my thoughts pure when I think about you but every now and then I just get... uh.. visions. Images that flash into my mind. and they are not innocent

I know you are the kind of guy who would put it down really well

I'm lying to myself saying things like, "I'm over you." When really, I'm a fucking mess.

This is going to sound weird but I’m pretty sure we meet up in dreams

the more time passes, the more I miss you.

But the more time goes on...the more I recognize that I made the healthy choice.

God...I could have really fallen hard for you.

But, there were so many things you did to me that I see now were not okay as small as they were, but they were compounded. And maybe you couldn’t see how manipulative they could be...but I could.

I want you, but i don’t know if you can see how you hurt me. I don’t know if you’ll ever decide to change.

But you may not want me simply because I couldn’t tolerate it.

You’re not a bad person for it...you have a good heart...but you were hurting me. And I wish you could see you need to do something about it.

you were more worried about me driving home and my mom finding out what we did than i was worried. you were so concerned and worried for me it was the cutest thing ever.

I’m about to be 24 and keep crushing on 18 / 19 year olds. Am I fucking gross?


there must be more to our story

I love you and I’m going to wait for you as long as that takes

The trouble is, you think you have time.