It’s all in my head.
It’s all in my head.
It’s all in my head.
It. Is. All. In. My. Head.
John,
Usually I’m super comfortable around you. That was the case tonight, but oh wow.. For some reason, those kisses made me blush to my ears.
I smiled the whole way home.
The time to finally tell you how I feel is quickly approaching. Is it bad that I'm thinking of just not telling you?
It's not that I don't want to tell you. It's just...the past few times I would tell my crush I liked him, it ended really badly. The last time it happened really left me heartbroken. Which is why I'm still scared to tell you. I'm scared that it could happen again.
I told my friends and classmates about it, and they all told me the same thing: you're different. I thought about it, and they were right. You are different. You're smart, down-to-earth, humble, respectful, charming, and just absolutely kind and sweet. You never fail to amaze me. You're also really cute and handsome. I honestly couldn't ask for a better classmate and lab partner than you. Even if you may not feel the same way, I would love to get to know you better. And maybe you would like to get to know me better too.
Maybe I should just give up and not tell you. Maybe it would be better for me to just bury my feelings and move on. But would it better for you? Should I still tell you?
Well, here goes nothing. I like you.
- MidnightBlueSnowflake (or Snow)
When I saw you time just didn't stand still, it simply didn't exist. I had no breath left in me. It was just you and me, no one else. You looked so handsome. I died and felt alive all in the same moment.
I don't even know what I'm feeling, I just know that I'm feeling a lot of things and I'm crying a lot. Is "crying" a feeling?
I’m beyond excited for our coffee date. And it’s at least three weeks away. I’m so glad I got another chance with you. I really thought I never would, after I never introduced myself during worship group. I guess technology isn’t so bad, after all.
when he looks at me it feels like everyone and everything around me is just slowing down. although it doesn’t, i wish it did so that i can cherish the few seconds his deep hazel grey eyes are just glaring into my soul. but then, he avoids me. he avoids all eye contact. and when he does that, everything around me goes crumbling down. i get dizzy, my heart stops. i don’t like the feeling. it’s a sick feeling that i never ever want to feel, and yet i do everyday. it’s rare for me to feel what i do when he looks at me anymore, since all he does now is avoid me. i can’t keep my heart in my chest since all it wants to do is pop out and find him and make him mine but i just don’t have the courage. i want to wrap my arms around him and tell him how he makes me feel. i want to kiss him and feel his arms around me too. i don’t want to feel that sick feeling anymore. i don’t want to spend countless nights wondering if he even has feelings for me. i’m sick of one day thinking he definitely likes me and the next day thinking he dreads my presence. i hate that when i moved here i had no plans of catching feelings for anyone and then he came around and immediately stole my heart. now this is all that’s happening and i remember exactly why i didn’t want to fall for anyone. i don’t know how to feel, if i should keep chasing or if i should stop. but i can’t not chase him if i never had any closure. i have to get the courage to talk to him at some point but it’s just not in me. i’m just a coward.