I want it to be Kevin so bad, I do. I want it to be him. I want Alec to want me and most definitely have me. And I want them to fight it out for my affection and love.
Who would win?
Only I know.
I try to keep my thoughts pure when I think about you but every now and then I just get... uh.. visions. Images that flash into my mind. and they are not innocent
I know you are the kind of guy who would put it down really well
I'm lying to myself saying things like, "I'm over you." When really, I'm a fucking mess.
the more time passes, the more I miss you.
But the more time goes on...the more I recognize that I made the healthy choice.
God...I could have really fallen hard for you.
But, there were so many things you did to me that I see now were not okay as small as they were, but they were compounded. And maybe you couldn’t see how manipulative they could be...but I could.
I want you, but i don’t know if you can see how you hurt me. I don’t know if you’ll ever decide to change.
But you may not want me simply because I couldn’t tolerate it.
You’re not a bad person for it...you have a good heart...but you were hurting me. And I wish you could see you need to do something about it.
you were more worried about me driving home and my mom finding out what we did than i was worried. you were so concerned and worried for me it was the cutest thing ever.
there must be more to our story
I love you and I’m going to wait for you as long as that takes