I'm letting you go for the last time because it was never meant to be even though you're my soul mate. You're my one and only but I have to let you go. I'm not afraid of being without you. I'm probably meant to be single all my life and I'm fine with that. The whole point of you coming into my life was so I could let you go again. So, farewell.
It hurt more when you said you were done talking to me than it did when I broke up with my boyfriend.
Honey, I'm the sun shining through the rain and if you can't see that then I'll be on my way
I'm not sure what to write. I haven't written here for the past few days, but life's been busy and good since my school has started again. However, I've been waiting for that one good news.
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People from my past don't see the good in me. The real me. They see me as a crime against femininity, a slut, crazy, someone they can constantly use as a punching bag for all their hatered. They see me as they want to see me not the way actually am. You know what fuck them. I know who I am and these people opinion and hate mean nothing to me anymore. I'm finally strong enough to not care and not leave it effect me.
People from my past don't see the good in me. The real me. They see me as a crime against femininity, a slut, crazy, someone they can constantly use as a �Puncmy bag 🤛 no bag for all their hatered. They see me as they want to see me not the way actually am. You know what fuck them. I know who I am and these people opinion and hate mean nothing to me anymore. I'm finally strong enough to not care and not leave it effect me.
I know i promised I'd take a break from writing posts on ltc, but this isn't a post about a crush, this is a post about a very good close friend of mine. We've known each other since I was in first grade and she was in kindergarten. She's now going off to grad school and just got engaged. I feel like she's moving on and I've barely even started. I'm 23 and will be in my senior year this fall, and i have been thinking about grad school lately. But in terms of my love life, I haven't even had my first date let alone my first real relationship. I know i shouldn't compare myself to her, but i honestly feel like im so far behind and wish these things were already happening to me, so i didn't have to wait.
Sincerely a junior in college.
I want you, but I can't have you now. We're a thousand miles apart, but I'm still convinced I wasn't making this all up in my head. I just want some effort from your side. Shoot me a message, show me that you care about me deeper than our conversations in passing this summer. I'm holding myself back from throwing myself at you, yet I spend my days concentrated on you and how maybe under different certain circumstances we could have been together. I don't know why I'm so fixated on you, but I need a sign whether there's a potential that we could work out. You need to give me a sign, and maybe your silence is the sign I've been avoiding.
I want to meet someone new, someone who isn't a dick. Maybe someone who doesn't even have a dick