Do you like to be called Doctor? Does it turn you on?

I prayed to god to remove her from my heart and head and it worked!!!! I was delusinal for many years be careful people im so happy right now looool


I was never built for this work you know. I just don’t work right. Damn it I never had a chance. It’s better to drown in work. atleast I won’t have to think about all my Frustrations.

-writer slightly losing it

God, I can't do this anymore. I don't feel like there is a purpose for me these days or anyone who needs me. Would you please just let me die and go home? I have nothing left. I gave everything and no one seems to want to give back. Help me find the strength to press on or let me come home. Please

I am hurting. Badly. I don't know how to explain it to you. I just don't see a place for me in your life anymore. I had one but it's like that door closed in front of my face and left me outside while everyone else made it in... but you're still holding onto me. Either let me go or be the one to reopen the door because right now, you're killing me.

next week might be the last time i’m seeing him

I guess I can't really blame you for not being brave; I'm not brave either. I wish one of us was.



I liked an old insta post of yours, Jaybird.

I hope you don’t have push notifications on lol

I hope the notification disappears


Forgive me. I just missed you, I dreamed about you the other night and woke up in tears.

If only things had been different. Truly, I don’t know why I left you. I was afraid, I think.. why? I’m not sure. But 5 years later.. you still walk in my dreams and your mark still burns in my heart.

I have yet to fit in the arms of another man like I fit in yours. I have yet to see such emotion in someone’s eyes.

I do not regret leaving you, we both had growing to do. But.. what can I do now? What can I do, but love you still? And pray for you? What can I do, oh, but remember you?

And still I hope.. I hope and pray that someday our paths will curve towards each other.. and maybe.. just maybe, they’ll intertwine yet again.


I really want to share a kiss with you.

I didn’t get a chance to be alone with you tonight.

I was intoxicated and confident enough to tell you my feelings.

There‘s always a next time.

Perhaps NYE?