i think we should break up.
and when i say that i don’t mean i want to break up. i just have been so lost and unsatisfied with life in general for so long, and i’m afraid i won’t be able to really find myself without being alone.
logic says i should just leave, because i need to be my own person before i can share myself with someone else.
i just can’t decide if losing you is worth me.
Well, it came and bit me in the ass, I honestly can't stop thinking about you. I know in the last letter I said I would walk away from this, but I can't stop thinking about you, about the endless conversations we used to have that we don't have anymore.
I want you back and, yes we agreed this would only be a friendship but I have this need inside me to want to tell you that I really, really, really like you. I know we are in very different places (literally and figuratively) right now and you clearly don't have time for me because of work, but I'm here stuck thinking about you.
Im still debating whether to tell you all of this or just hope it will fade away soon. I don't know what any good it would do if I told you since I already know the answer but that hopeless romantic in me always hopes the answer might turn in my favor.
It's just that I can't stop thinking about you.
SIR I HAVE A BIG CRUSH ON U AND I DON'T KNOW IF U FEEL ANYTHING TOWARDS ME OR NOT AHDBDJANSN
I’m looking forward to the day when I don’t know what I ever saw in you
Everyone made fun of me for liking you
I’m looking forward to the day I can admit they were right
I don't like how I say stuff and nobody pays attention
Then he says the exact same thing a few days later and people think he's a genius
It's a good thing he's cute
but I'm better
Watch me love myself into eternity
Go on tell me which kind of girls you like then and which kind of girls annoy you
I need to stop hyperventilating any time I receive a scrap of attention from someone
I’m so emo