OK HE GOT ME ACTUAL PRSENTS ...
I got three gifts and started bawling my eyes by the third. He's too sweet :(
Sometimes a man falls in love with a woman. Love so pure, so powerful, love that takes over. Love unexpected, love not for her or her but her and why her, love beyond reason, a deep yearning for what can never be. Sometimes a man suddenly stands in complete awe in front of a woman, making him feel so infinitely small. Sometimes a man loves a woman despite all signs pointing to no. Sometimes it's just love. Sometimes a man sees inexplicable flashes of an entire life when he should see a mere fantasy or nothing at all, because he doesn't even really know her. Sometimes love happens. And this is what I feel for you.
i asked for some space to think and reflect about what happened. although i dont think it's helping since youre the person i would normally talk to about stuff like this.
dec. 4, 2022
i kissed u and i told u i liked u yesterday. i was kinda high and kind drunk but i hope u know i meant it.
i can’t tell if it’s me being full of myself or me having low self esteem that makes me think things like “shouldn’t someone be in love with me right now? doesnt someone deserve to see my cute sleepy face like this?”
i miss you. why did u have to leave me hanging?
i was ready to face everything with you. but you aren't.
goodbye. im letting you go, my sunshine.
He said he got a gift for me...
My head is telling me he's trolling me. It's going to be a mop or something lol.
But will see.
I stand in front of the lunchline, waiting as the lunchladies are finishing up from the last group. Behind me is your bestfriend, and behind him is my friend. I remember it oh so clearly. But then, all of a sudden I hear a voice calling my name. You’re right there, in line behind me. I don’t remember you there, where did you come from, heaven? You try every effort to strike a conversation with me, and I chuckle everytime. You ask me what a certain item is, and to be honest, I’m not sure either. You say my name so I’m sure you’re asking me. I point you to the menu that I can’t see from where I am, an effect of my horrible eyesight. You inform me they’re burgers, which is helpful as I was a bit confused what they were, actually. I think I acted too cold, gosh why do I have to mess things up?
Wait, did you just cut in line?
I'm a horrible person.
I'm sorry for everything
You were so nice to me
Yet I never opened up
Im really really sorry
I loved you too
and I never stopped loving you
i cant say i regret breaking up with you
bc we'd never be happy together
I could've never give you what you wanted
i could never be the girl you called princess
its for the best
I hope you understand
I wish that we lasted
but we didn't
im immature and naive
if you already moved on...
I wish you the best of luck
I hope she will be the perfect girlfriend
better than me at least
I know she will
Im sorry for breaking your heart
I really am
I love you
still do ig