I guess you never know, never know

And if you wanted me, you really should've showed

And if you never bleed, you're never gonna grow

And it's alright now

But we were something, don't you think so?

Roaring twenties, tossing pennies in the pool

And if my wishes came true

It would've been you

In my defense, I have none

For never leaving well enough alone

But it would've been fun

If you would've been the one

We never painted by the numbers, baby

But we were making it count

You know the greatest loves of all time are over now

I guess you never know, never know

And it's another day waking up alone

I persist and resist the temptation to ask you

If one thing had been different

Would everything be different today?

We were something, don't you think so?

Ros� flowing with your chosen family

And it would've been sweet

If it could've been me

In my defense, I have none

For digging up the grave another time

But it would've been fun

If you would've been the one

I think I have to take some meds, and I don't like taking PAIN meds HFS!? 🤕...

MAN, I need to fix my master, because sleeping on the King would not be as painful 🤷!?

I dreamt about you all night long. Literally.

It felt good. I didn't want to wake up. I wanted to keep dreaming about you.

20 minutes to make it from Bed to Bay 🤷‍♀️!?

The Dock Of The Bay

https://youtu.be/rTVjnBo96Ug

Correction, tried to post this 20 minutes ago...

- AnonIM 🛏🌞 M/EST

If there is one person who could me into a total simp, it would be her

Take it from me everyone, move on. Find someone that will love you they way you loved them.

I still love you J. Maybe I was wrong I just don't know anymore.

My God, that hurt.

You completely broke me. Tore me apart. Ruined me forever.

And then I forgot.

About you.

About everything.

Every rose, every kiss, every touch. And I liked it that way. Without you there.

But something happened last week. I don't know what it was, but I stopped being angry. I stopped feeling resentment. And I felt sad again. I felt that pain again.

And now I miss it all. The messages and late night calls, you holding me close and telling me you'd love me forever.

Because I know you won't.

We take walks in a beautiful path, near a greenhouse. I enjoy the moments of just being with you there, even though the joy fades because all I connect it to is how you fucked him there.

Maybe if not now, at some point in the future I can see us being together.

Good things take time to manifest..