hey em,
idk if i like you or not. I'm still not sure of my feelings abt you. I crave for your affection, your touch, your attention. You know, maybe I like you but also don't? i want to be your girlfriend but at the same time, I don't. Ever since my friend told me that you liked me, you started to look attractive to me. My heart beats fast when you talk to me. I can't even make eye contact with you for too long. Whenever you sat beside me, whenever you try to make a move, whenever you make silly ways to hold my hand... Do I like you or do I like the feeling?
I'm afraid I might hurt you afterwards. So I'm not telling you unless I'm sure abt it.
Also haha, I'm happy when you're around, gets sad and misses you when you aren't.
I'm always like this and I hate it.
-j
If it makes you feel any better. I think you’re gorgeous and any girl would be lucky to have you.
At this point, if you just came round like old times, i’d not slam the door in your face. I’m not angry anymore, but I am leaving the door and my options open
He talks so much shit and has convinced everyone I’m a lesbian. Nah mate, I just fancy older and don’t go for young pricks like you. I have to go round telling people I’m straight now, honestly he spends all his time near me surely he would’ve heard me talking about guys, guys bodies, my preferences.