You wanted me to be happy in my life; how was I going to be when you didn't want me to be a part of yours anymore? I get that I don't live in reality and so age really doesn't bother me in the slightest; but you must understand that I was never under the illusion that we would ever actually be an "official" couple, but I at least thought that we would have both been secretive to have a bit of fun now and again?
I have so much love for you still even though you're the one person who has caused me so grief.
How fucking stupid of me. You didn't want to listen to those specific songs that WE were listening to because it related to them...How dare I allow you to play with my emotions like that, again and again. Go and have your fun with them, treacle.
Do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away? 🎶