You're fake nice and cruel.

If love is a decision, then i would've choose you in every lifetime

She closed her ears so she didn't heard her own thought

Thank god, it did not hurt like a year ago. I don't feel anything when I saw you picture

Im always here on this site, just hoping that I'll see a message about me that created by you

I hope you heal from whatever illness you're battling.

"Don't you think about me enough? I've been burning my heart out. Got to face me to tell you. I won't run. 'Cause I'm reticent. For now, you are a part of me. I will defend and honor thee. Jealousy will get me into trouble. Since I've met you kid my blades are double. Said my...to never use I...Of ecstasy and fingertips. Your trembling, we share a kiss. Our world's eclipse."

You'd love this song, my butterfly.

- Your dragonfly, "Band-Aid Buttons"

Here's my issue.

I'm not hurt and devastated that you are currently ghosting me and pulling away.

I'm hurt and devastated because you made me believe you had feelings for me for 5 months. Treated me like a girlfriend, cared for me, showed me that you were all in, showed me there's was no one else.

Yet, in between all the bliss...there are short moments like this where you pull back, ghost me, act distant and dry...as if you don't care anymore.

It's an endless loop that I cannot escape. As soon as I start to convince my heart that I don't deserve this...you come back. With the same attitude that I love, the you that I love.

I don't know what to do.

Part of me feels that it's your inexperience and your insecurity, seeing as we are both very young. That's the excuse I tell myself anyway. If it's valid or not, I don't know.

To a person that I’ll always love.

oh god I love you too much and I just can’t help it. I love you like a favorite song that I’ll never forget and it hurts knowing you will never like me in the same way. Everyday I always wish to be on your side, to be the one who can make you happy, to be the one who holds your hand, to be the one for you. I still remember the first time I saw your smile which was also the first time we met, I couldn’t let go of it for DAYS. Oh how I love it when you smile. But I also want to see you express your other emotions with me. I love you.

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im on the second after movie after we collided they r my favourite movies funny this is, i cant stop crying watching them hardin and tessa remind me so much of what we have or had i guess

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