Omg WHY do you like this having so much space and distance is awful ? whyyyyy u know I love you wish you would just let me be near you. I could stay in another room lol miss you fuck face xx
I wish we broke the ice back then…but we both were too shy. Now we may not even ever see each other again
I’m caught in the dissonant duality of wanting to feel protected and gentled,
And being my own rescuer.
“I’m small, and afraid of being broken.”
But then I remember that no one can do that to me if I don’t allow it. No man can break me.
But, I still want to ask you for your care.
I used to think you were pained by how much you liked me and that you did things to capture my attention. I wish I still had that level of arrogance in my life because the way nothing happened was pretty humbling.