Things are both really good and really bad for me right now, it's kinda hard to explain. I'm super stressed out though so I try and distance from people a little
Today, I learned that when someone really wants to know you, they would do anything to study everything about you - your dreams, fears, favorite stuff, passion, and even the littlest things. You don't have to beg for someone to read or appreciate your work. You don't have to wait for them to listen to the song that you sent to them, because when they're really interested, they will listen and they would do anything just to understand why you love that song in the first place. This goes the same for everything you share with them. I learned that when a person really cares about you and wants you, they'll go the extra mile just to dive into your heart, mind, and soul. You don't have to spend the rest of your life translating what you love to them because they'd give all their time and effort just to make you feel understood and special. They'd always say they want to do this "just because".
You havent changed at all. I’m stuck in this cycle with you and I want to break it. You’re an energy vampire. I boost your ego and you feel powerful. You’re like a demon.
I hope my judgement keeps you away forever. You inserted yourself unwanted. I hope you heal, whatever illness you're battling
Hate to be cringey but if you can’t love me at my worst…
You don’t deserve me at my best.
good thing you showed who you actually are before I tried to get close with you again. you’re so judgemental.
I'm the captain of the ship, but I wouldn't mind if you take control of the wheel sometimes.