information freely given is such a nice thing

a person with whom you don’t have to beg for information, with whom you don’t have to collect little things and store them up like treasures

a person who asks you questions and gives you detailed answers, who listens and texts you first

it’s a really nice thing. to have someone act with you as you have acted with many before.

he’s easy to talk to I think. Im not even one hundred percent sure how I feel about it all, but its really nice to talk to someone. And to have someone pay attention to you.

And he’s sweet and cute and musical, so i don’t have any reason to not talk to him. I like talking to him.

I love reading these letters. I love the depth of emotion that’s conveyed and the poetic writings, that I can relate to.

wake up.

think about you.

check phone.

think about you.

do yoga.

think about you.

take a shower.

think about you.

drink coffee.

think about you.

eat breakfast.

think about you.

drive to work.

think about you.

take a lunch break.

think about you.

fuck around at work.

think about you.

drive home.

think about you.

watch television.

think about you.

read a book.

think about you.

drink beer.

think about you.

brush teeth.

think about you.

lie in bed.

think about you.

think about you.

think about you.

I miss us..The way you used to put a smile on my face

i cherish our talks, immensely

youre all ive ever wanted and more

You put some sort of spell on me and you probably don’t even know.

There‘s never a day that I don’t miss you. :-(

i have realized that crushes, that relationships, are not practical for me right now maybe they never will be. i have to stop myself from reading into things and craving closeness. i have to stop myself from getting any farther than thinking that someone is cute. its not practical, its not realistic. its not real.

Guys... I’ve recently seen pictures of myself and... I don’t look like garbage? I kinda look cute?????

If you wanted me too, you would have done something by now. Please live your best life.