i know this is going to be really bad when i subconsciously smile thinking of you

We all deserve the kind of love we give. If someone can’t give you that leave them alone. I promise you there’s someone out there for you that will appreciate all that you are.

I hope in the end it all works out for both of us. I feel like it is the end, but I still cling onto that hope that it will

I literally can't take my eyes off of you when you're around. I don't know what it is. I swear I don't mean to ogle you, you're just so ogle-able.

And things are different now. For months we just said 'hi' in passing. But now we talk and we banter and joke every time we see each other. My gut tells me I'm picking up a vibe from you but then I start to think about it and pick it apart and I second guess everything.

You're smart, confident, friendly, talkative, and stupidly attractive. I mean I feel like you're the type of guy that girls fall all over, and I don't want to be one girl in a long line, ya know?

I think you have to be picking up on the fact that I'm into you. I feel like it's becoming obvious. And yet, you're still there smiling at me.

Regardless, ya real cute and I like to talk to you.

Here's the thing. You can love someone with your entire body and mind and soul and it might not matter. You can be the nicest, most caring, best person ever, and it still might not matter. You can be all of these things and more, but if the person you love doesn't feel the same way about you, you can't make them! It doesn't work that way! It's dumb as fuck but that's the way it is. You can keep trying over and over to make them see how great you are and how perfect you'd be together but it. does not. matter. After a certain amount of time you just have to realize it's not going to work. It will suck. It will hurt. But there's nothing you can do about it. Move on.

You're the perfect amount of you

I'm the perfect amount of me

but there is no we

Funny to think I’ve been in love with you for almost ten years

If the world doesn’t end, maybe I’ll tell you

Let's quarantine together ❤

you’ve returned

you have no idea how much i’ve missed you

I feel like we keep trying to catch each other and keep on missing or shying away. It makes me feel both good (because this increasing feeling I have that maybe it’s mutual) and bad (because I keep missing you, because I’ve been trying but you still make me nervous BUT I don’t want to come off as unwelcoming and UGH)

Feelings are tough, man. I hope I’m right about this. I hope I’m not just deluding myself that you might feel the same.

ughhhh I feel like such a lovestruck fool and Im kind of mad about it because I’m supposed to be the levelheaded one and yet and yet and yet? When I see you or when you cross my mind ? I wind up smiling/blushing like a dork?

I hope you stay safe. Stay healthy.

No school for two weeks. It feels stupid to say that I’ll miss you. But I will.