i'm enduring these feelings because i don't wanna risk losing you as a friend. i realize that we may always stay friends but i don't wanna live life being afraid for wanting to be with someone who i truly like maybe i just need to learn how to take risks but i'm scared.

Before I graduate, I want to atleast tell you that you're beautiful and i like your jokes, I like your smile, your laughs, I like all of your actions. even the way you look anxious when I stare at you for too long while we're having small conversations, I like looking at your eye-lashes while you speak, your cheeks getting all red when it's cold or when it's hot, i like liking you. And I'll tell you all that at school, one day.

Don't hand anyone the key to you heart until they've shown you they can not only keep it save, but give it back when it's no longer deserved.

You can't do those things and expect me not to fall in love with you

Please never play with someone's heart. You can't imagine how they struggle to find trust in people, to believe they are worth it, and to find reasons why everything is going to be okay.

I'm tired of not telling you that I love you.

grieving someone who’s still alive and well, just out of your reach, is an experience i wouldnt wish on my worst enemy.

it’s seeing them live a normal life on social media and feeling sick that you couldn’t live that life with them. feeling almost betrayed that they’re doing fine without you.

it’s having something interesting happen to you and getting ready to tell them, only to realize that you can’t anymore.

it’s dying to reach out but second guessing every time. will it even be the same? do they even want to hear from me

it’s hearing a song you used to listen to together and feeling like you were plunged into a vat of cold water

it’s crushing loneliness, no matter who you’re around, they just don’t compare to who you lost

it’s nothing short of awful.

Well yeah, wouldn't you be too?

Being vulnerable depends on what you choose to do with that information next.

Wouldn't you be scared too? our fate lays with what you choose to do going forward.

if I let you know how I feel, that means it's up to you whether you want to go forward with or without me.

of course I'm scared, what if you don't want me?

I need someone who just gets my social awkwardness.

ambitious, brilliant, compassionate. i could go on with 23 more qualities you possess that made me fall head over heels for you.