My mom is learning what a healthy relationship looks like by watching me and my boyfriend. She recently got out of a terrible, 20-year-long abusive marriage. She asks me questions like: "How do you know he's the one?" and "Is it scary?" and "Is that a stupid question?" It breaks my heart.
We have to work out, if only to show my mom what love looks like.
I've been visiting LTC for several years now, and sometimes I wonder how many of you I've passed by, spoken to, or even just seen from afar in a crowd. :)
OKAY. I COULDN'T GET HOLD OF MYSELF CAUSE I MISS HIM DAMN MUCH, SO I OPENED THE APP AND THERE HE WAS, HE SENT ME A TON OF MESSAGES.
HE'S LOOKING FOR ME GUYS, HE DIDN'T MISSED A DAY WITHOUT CHATTING ME.
AND NOW WE ARE TALKING RIGHT NOW ON THE PHONE. OH GOD I MISS HIS VOICE.
How come all of us here sooo romantic and we love sooo deeply that we cant even control it.
But then there is people that are the complete opposite to us that dont think about stupid little things their crush did. Or search love quotes. Or write letters. Or waste their time thinking "what if"? Or worry if their beloved thinks about them.
I would say those people are lucky.....but then again.....i love who i am.....i love that i feel emotions more deeply than most people.
But its just crazy to think that everyone is different and not every is as Hopelessly Romantic as us.
I’ve lost count of how many tears I’ve cried for you. I don’t know how many nights I’ve stayed up thinking about you. I know for a fact that no matter what I do, I will never get over you. My worst habit is you. The more I convince myself to forget about you, the more I get stuck lingering on the thoughts of you. You are all I’ve ever dreamed of and more, sadly I will never be to you, no matter what I do.
You came into my life, if not to love me, then what for?
Your adorable smile invades my mind yet again. I'm losing sleep over you.
I wish I could close my eyes without the thought of you running through my mind.
~Anonymous Blue Heart
I have all this love in my heart and no one to give it to.
I've always been a hopeless romantic; I adore the notion of falling in love and spending the rest of my life with one person. Sometimes I want it so much I can't breathe. I know I'm deserving of love and I know I'd make someone so, so, so happy. All I want is the chance.
God, please don't let me end up alone.