you’re like a dream, always fleeting and out of reach.

One of these days, I hope that we get a chance to have longer conversations one-on-one without time restraints, without all of the pressure, without all of the expectations, without all of the other people around. I feel that it could be a good thing getting to know each other better without all of that, to get some fresh air. Are you in?

Im not going to lie. Im still not over you. I'm sure ill get over it eventually, but for now it fucking sucks.

There are times when you have to realize that someone is pulling away and they don't share the same feelings as you do for them. They try to do it nicely, because they don't want to hurt your feelings. That's when you know it's time to move on. You can't force a potential relationship to happen if the spark just isn't there between two people. It can't just be one person giving their all.

I don’t think you talk too much. If anything, I wish you would speak more.

I also want to say sorry for being so shy and holding back from reaching out to you.

Sometimes I’m hit with the fact that you and I are similar in that you think you’re annoying, and I think I’m bothersome. But truth is, you never annoy me, and I can imagine that I don’t annoy you, so, really. Why are we like this. Why am I like this.

I just don’t know why I can’t move on. I’ve done everything I can think of to forget you and forget these feelings but they just won’t go away. I don’t want to feel this anymore. I don’t want you in my head anymore.

Aaaaah. If only i could brush my hand through your hair and kiss the nape of your neck and just be there in your arms, safe and warm. You’ve been working out lately too. I bet you smell really good, like angels and heaven and flowers and soap and love. You’re the protective type. God what i’d do just to be in your arms for a little while.

i can’t sleep it’s almost 4am and i’m thinking of you. this is literally the most cliche thing ever god i hate you

I noticed you changed your profile pic on instagram and I DIDNT click on your profile. everyone, clap for me! Baby steps y’all, baby steps

I will always have so much love for you, and I will always care about you. I hope you find your true happiness wherever you find it. 

I'll always be here for you if ever you need a ear to listen to you