i want to be bothered by you forever. selfish, I know. i want to turn it off too.

Yes, I believe in you more than you believe in yourself. This will not change whether or not I have romantic feelings for you. You are smart, capable, and most of all, practical. A lot of people see your potential, and you earned our respect and admiration.

So keep your head high and I know you'll get things right. I am always rooting for you.

I’ve read a few things online that said something like “if they care about you they would make an effort to do so” but what if they’re just afraid? I’ll admit I truly do care for someone but I’m afraid to let them know. I wish I wasnt afraid, id love to tell this person how I feel about them but it’s also the fear of knowing the truth that scares me

it's been three months and i thought i was doing fine but i know deep down i'm not and i still miss you so much and it will always be you.

this is madness. you’ve already consumed my thoughts enough for me to have issues finding sleep. i’m in trouble now right?

You can’t crave emotional intimacy yet burn bridges.

-Note to myself

The real reason I need a bf/gf is because I just randomly got the urge to tell someone that if I was an earthworm I’d love them with all 5 of my hearts and frankly the amount of romantic potential in me is being wasted as I write this

i finally got the nerve to kiss them. finally after staring at each other, thinking the same thing, i did it.

we're both dorks, and afterwords they said

"do you want to hear a secret?"


"i...have a crush on you."

"no, really?!"


maybe i'm bitter.

all those times we spent talking till 3am,

the countless inside jokes we've shared.

maybe i'm a little soft,

to be swayed by your words,

the banters and the flirtings,

how did you not expect my heart to be moved?

and why did i ever think yours would too?

now you're happily in love,

and here i am, stuck in the same place.



Even when you’re smiling and laughing at something really dumb, or grinning at another friend, I don‘t even feel jealous and I start smiling automatically because you’re smiling and I love it.