My GOD it's so hard to talk to you when I'm so nervous that all my words are stuck in my throat. You're so beautiful and kind and you don't even know how much you can effect others.

Now that I'm lonely I want you. But when you were lonely I wasn't there for you. I'm not contacting you no matter how much I want to. You've suffered enough now it's my time

You're overhelming for all of my senses. When you're around I feel alive in a way I've never felt before. The blood rushes through my veins and my heartbeat goes crazy. I feel adrenaline, endorphins and all the good kinda hormones. Oxytocin without even the need of touching, because you're presence inself stirs something in me. Something fragile and precious. I am invested, because I understand your actions and habits out of the deepness of my own soul. We're similar, but on the same length we're as different as we could be.

I admire your dedication to better yourself and your constant commitment to check on the people you’re closest with. I admire your loyalty and your immaculate attention to detail. I admire your smile and the love you put out into this world. I admire you.

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i've never met someone as close to perfection as you, if only you could see it too

Being in love with someone you know you can't ever have is one of the worst feelings in the world. Knowing that no matter what you do you can't make them love you back just...hurts. And the longer it goes on, the more crushing that feeling is. I wish I didn't know. I wish I wasn't there right now. I've been here for what feels like forever. If you are, too, you have my deepest sympathy. I really hope you can find peace. If you think of it, please say a prayer for me that I can, too.

Good night, my person. You're never going to read all the letters I've written to you on here. You're never going to know about all the prayers I say every day for your safety and happiness. You never hear me when I talk to you out loud when I'm alone. I'll never be able to tell you how I feel for you and how much you mean to me. I'm never going to see you again. So why do I keep doing all these things for you? Why am I spending all this energy on someone who has likely forgotten I ever existed? Maybe I'm in love with you. Maybe I'm delusional. Maybe both. I really don't know anymore. I miss you so much that it hurts and there's nothing I can do about it.

You don't know how much I would offer to see you smile at me like that again. How much I would give to feel your calming presence again. How I would beg to feel your touch

The love of your life could be on here writing about someone else, not knowing that the best is yet to come.