Being in love with someone you know you can't ever have is one of the worst feelings in the world. Knowing that no matter what you do you can't make them love you back just...hurts. And the longer it goes on, the more crushing that feeling is. I wish I didn't know. I wish I wasn't there right now. I've been here for what feels like forever. If you are, too, you have my deepest sympathy. I really hope you can find peace. If you think of it, please say a prayer for me that I can, too.