i’m sorry for realizing too late that you were the one for me. i’m sorry for taking advantage of your kindness and sweet, sweet love. i’m sorry for wasting your time and not taking you serious. i never really believed in love, thought this generation was incapable of it. so i focused on never staying attached, and if i did; i’d quickly leave and move on to the next person to mess with. that’s exactly what i did with you and i regret it so very much.
i most definitely do not deserve your forgiveness or any access to you back. you’re pure, genuine and wonderful while i’m mostly just a dark cloud in comparison. i know nothing will ever excuse how i fucked up and mistreated you. i wish things could’ve been different and i had just told you what was really going on instead of shutting everybody out. i guess that’ll always be a mystery to you.. a part of me hopes you won’t ever move on as i but that would be far too selfish.
you deserve more than anything i could offer, or any average person for that matter. you have undoubtedly left a huge, deep mark on me. i’m praying in some whimsical way you’ll come across this post and resonate with it, secretly hoping it’s me. i doubt that though since this is pretty out of character for myself, i couldn’t even write you a paragraph after all. maybe one day we’ll cross paths again, even if we’re wrinkled and old.
i truly am sorry and always will be for how things turned out,
i love you.
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