Do you still remember me? I still remember you. I really regret not realising my feelings. After I moved countries, I thought I could forget you, and I have. However, in a random class or a random moment of life, your face comes into my memory. But the last two years I spent near you really enlightened me. As I only studied at a girls school, you were the first guy I ever caught feelings for. I still cherish our moments together. I still remember the times when I would purposefully walk across your class and stare at you and I would always catch you staring at me. At first, I thought I was delusional or that I didn't even like you, but did you know that after I was out of your view, I would always try to stifle a blush, but it was uncontrollable? Or the times when you walked past my class and I would try not to stare, but then I would glance at you. I didn't realise what this meant but now I do. Even though we are half a world apart from each other, random memories of you make it seem like you are near. I think it will take 3 years before I can find another boy, and I will be an adult.So I think your memories can keep me occupied until then. I am, however, glad that we never told each other about our feelings because if someone else found it,, we both would be disowned, but I am happy you showed signs. After I left our school, my best friend said that u confessed to your friends about your feelings, but I am sad that I could never hear you say it in person. However, its too late, I don't ever think I am coming to my country of origin so I hope you have a good life. I'm working towards being a scientist, and one day, if I am on TV, I hope you think about me. :)