B, (friend not crush)

I miss you. I've accepted that for whatever reason you don't want me in your life, but the way you did it hurt me. I really thought our friendship was rock solid. I would have been there for you through thick and thin and it hurts that you couldn't open up to me about whatever it was, even if it was something to do with me, I really wish you could have told me what the issue was before ghosting and blocking me when we hadn't had a fight and your last message to me and response was nothing but positive. Reports from others confirm that you are doing fine so I will trust that you are and that you don't need me. You were a really good friend to me and I wanted to support you the same way but I appreciate that you didn't easily open up to others about things you were struggling with. I miss being able to text you random things and you just getting it. I don't have that with anyone else. I thought our connection was really special and perhaps that was naive. I guess I would just like to know why so I can understand why you cut me off and respect your decision to move on. The worst thing would be if you had believed gossip from others rather than coming to me first, I always thought we had a high level of trust and mutual respect. If you do try to reconnect with me it won't be easy because time has passed and you did really hurt me, but I still hope to see you again.