older lady at work asked me if im okay she said she can feel something is not okay with me like i can talk to her and i said Mondays are hard the weekend comes and so does a new week and i feel like im not going anywhere im not doing anything apparently i never was and now i wont ever be because the social elites thought it was okay to what dust me off because you werent finished with me yet insecure miserable feminists the not even 25 babies crying about men not knowing their worth like that had anything to do with me like if you blowed him not my fault you choked and got your feelings hurt and can’t take it back and have to do your makeup and look at all your pictures and not like yourself get over yourself mirror mirror want to have all your friends get at one person just to see what yeah lie and say you all want me nobody puts baby in the corner get your own feelings hurt not hard to figure out what killed you inside dress up fake smile for the camera stay out of my relationship youve already lost you couldn’t sustain a love of your own
tanner doesnt know what respecting women is. he’s mad at his mother. he treats women like trash because him think he’s mother bad. tanner treat women bad caus he doesn’t like his mom. tanner no like women, he like men. this is where I say, “work it queen!”
I will always spend my life, feeling a longing within me, seeking a love I have never felt before, as if it's a privilege I deserve and a right to have.
I will always seek for that feeling, seeking to fill the emptiness within me.
An emptiness that once felt full before this lifetime.