No one showed me how to love properly, trying to navigate this world without the correct resources will always lead you into inevitable heart break.

"they loved each other, but neither

would admit to the other they could:

as enemies, they saw each other,

and almost died of their love.

in the end they parted and only

saw each other sometimes in dreams:

it was long ago they had died,

but they scarcely knew it, it seems."

- heinrich heine

maybe this is the end that we saw coming but i still feel like we’re meant to be together in every life. i will find you again.

love, r

one day i’ll get over you.

one day i’ll stop wondering why you made that playlist or if everything was just coincidence. 

one day i won’t feel so one-sided anymore. 

it’s hard. but i’ll be there one day.

or maybe one day i’ll be brave.

maybe one day i won’t be so scared of my feelings anymore.

maybe one day i won’t be so afraid to try.

will i be too late then?

i miss seeing your name come up on my phone

when he smiled at me, all the love songs made sense

The main thing that keeps me on this website since I was 14 years old is that there are some really good treasure trove letters on here that actually give hope that true and real love still exists in this world. Happy endings. People who fight for each other. That real men are still out there who would choose to love and commit to one woman for a lifetime. I honestly almost gave up hope on that fairytale sh*t because I've been hurt so many times. I get tired. But rereading those letters gives me hope that if my vocation turns out to be marriage, then some guy must exist out there who will actually choose me one day. Even if it takes a long time. I'm willing to wait and I'm going to wait. For now, I'm done chasing after guys who don't even care to choose me. I deserve better.

Its funny reading past letters on here because if you ever found this place you’d soon come to realise what I told you was true. I liked you, still like you because you are you. You made me feel like I belonged, you made me feel like I could do anything.

You made me believe in happiness, whenever you were around I felt at peace and I felt warmth, for the first time ever I could actually imagine having a future and I wanted to share it with you. I knew you weren’t perfect, nobody is perfect, you were annoying somedays and frankly I disagreed with somethings you said but that’s called being human.

My feelings were never play pretend, my feelings weren’t a joke, my feelings weren’t based off of the things other people were saying. It wasn’t how you looked, it wasn’t how much you had in your account, it wasn’t your status, it wasn’t your age it was simply you and your personality.

I want to fall in love again. I want to feel the butterflies, the love, the lust, the passion, the happiness, The addiction all of that. I want all of that with somebody new.

One of my favourite love stories is the one about the sun and the moon.

Legend says that the moon and the sun have always been in love, but they could never be together. It's a story about how the sun died every night just to let the moon breathe and in turn, the sun shines everyday to reflect the moons love for her.

It was a forbidden love, one that most could relate to... loving from afar, because you know it's better for the both of you. You never stop caring for them, but you know it was for the best.