People think they’re slick stalking my FB page as if I won’t peep them in my suggested friends list.
It’s cool tho. I stalk everybody too.
If it makes you feel better I'm not one for group discussions and the like. I'm more of a one-on-one type. Hell, I don't even have to say anything about it since people can sense it. You'd think people wouldn't get it but all you have to do is shoot 'em a certain look and they do (for the most part). I guess body language plays a part as well.
Well, I guess we got that in common.
I didn't see him at work for a week because of our different schedules.
And yesterday I finally saw him and he said,
"I missed you."
Well you know what my dumbass said,
"Thanks," along with a sheepish smile.
Why am I like this,,,,
You know.
I can tell.
and that’s why you told me.
You told me only the truth, but the truth is painful.
You don’t love me.
You don’t love anyone.
Platonic is just a word- but it’s so different.
I can’t love you.
But I will be your faithful friend until the end.
?
I feel numb, you know?
I don’t feel the same excitement when your name appears on my phone screen. I stopped anticipating to your chats. It doesn’t kill me anymore when we don’t talk for hours or even days. I don’t check that green light beside your name anymore. You stopped occupying my mind every millisecond of my life. And... I stopped writing you letters.
I’ll stop now. I’ll stop caring about you. I’ll stop this feelings. I’ll get over you.
? I know I tell myself I’ll stop caring about you but end up failing bc you’re very important to me.
But not this time. I’ll ignore you from now on. Maybe that’s what I really need to do. Goodbye.