I'm tired. I'm tired of our arguments. I'm tired of your assumptions. I'm tired of your temper.
I am just so tired.
It has been a year since then.. EXACTLY a year.
A year ago I've confessed my long and undenied crush to an old friend. I still didn't get a proper answer from him. But we are somehow become closer and I think, this is enough. I'm happy and content.
nagato
It' so sad
I was dating my best friend until may
And then I was with my ex for a night
So stupid
I'm very stupid sometimes
It's ok
I'll get over it
My dear, weird and lovely E.
Your ego is so big that you think that everything I say or do is just for you
I realize, after not seeing or hearing from you for so long that I've turned deaf to the world
Only snapping back to reality when I hear someone say your name until I realize it's someone else who has a name that only belongs to you.
I've fallen in love with your voice and the way you speak, when your eyes light up when you explain how you see the world. It is so different that sometimes I wish I saw through your eyes. And sometimes I'm scared to see through your eyes too. Only because I'm afraid to see what you actually think of me.
I wanna sit down and cry my fucking eyes out. You dont love me. Big surprise. Go love yourself then