its been four months since we have talked July 15 was the last day we had talked. i miss you a lot that i cry my self to sleep wanting to have our stupid conversations again. i wish i was in your arms and you holding me in your arms but sadly that cant happen. if only the world let us be together and not have my parents separate us. i'm sorry i'm making you suffer without me talking to you nonstop. i'm sure you miss our talks as much as i do. i'm sure you miss hugging me and giving me kisses on my forehead. even making me laugh when u poke my sides. the thing that sucks the most is that we have to keep this a secret. i'm upset that your a senior and i'm a freshman. i hate that we are so far apart. i hate that people get in the way. i hate how i feel like i might lose you. i hate that...i haven't told you how much i loved you...i hate how you make me...me.

i love you beast.

love,lone wolf