I usually talks a lot whenever I’m on school, I do have a cirlce of friends but we’re not that active anymore to each other. They are the only ones I could relay on but somethings off within us.

In our section the girls do have a circle of friends too (theres even a boys in the group) I usually spends time with them also but not as friends I guess, as a classmate only.

And now, I didnt attend to school today, I told my auntie that we dont have a lot of works on school so I wouldnt mind if I’ll be absent for today. Well, infact I’m losing some excitements to attend my school.

I often get anxious on myself, I often get anxious about my looks because I know that I ain’t good as them. I also envy my classmates for having such a close relationship to each other, I just felt... so lonely whenever theyre all around.

At first, I thought this batch will be great. But I guess, first impression doesnt last.

I feel so anxious and lonely, I dont know what to do anymore

－mt