I am still angry that you gave up on us. You are a coward. You let small things break us apart. I hate that I feel miserable sometimes while I feel like you're better off without me. I hate that I tried so hard to please you when it still wasn't enough. I admit I could've been a better girlfriend. But I feel like you didn't even give me a chance to improve myself. You left my heart shattered into pieces. I know its just my emotions getting the best of me but I am so angry that I want to hurt you back. Though that's not really true. I still love you and I hate that I love you.