i don't want to ever ruin someone else's relationship. it's shitty and fucked up, and i hope you realise that. i'm fine being friends with you and i enjoy chatting with you, but the fact that you find cheating exciting, this is where i beg to differ. i hope you grow the fuck up and treat your girlfriend better, because she's all you have and all you need.

as for myself, thanks for the advice you've given me –– "put yourself out there, don't be afraid to make mistakes along the way!" i'll definitely keep that in mind, and give my heart to someone who can handle it with soft hands. because oh boy, my dear heart is fragile and i don't think i'm ready to tell you everything.

maybe one day when something hits you, you'll realise how comfortable of a life you lead, and that's when it'll teach you a lesson, honey. frankly, you're one of those people who needs to be taught an experience they'll never forget, and count yourself lucky that i'm very kind and forgiving on the front that i haven't been judgemental towards your choices and opinions, which can be contrasting to mine. just don't bring me down, if you say you're a damaged soul. go fix yourself first, and your ongoing relationship with your current girlfriend.

i hope you don't screw things up for yourself, boy.

you know who you are, if you're reading this.

xoxo