I miss him so much. Because I was so afraid to look back at him everytime he looked at me, now I never get to tell him how I feels about him. He looked at me everytime while I act like I don't feel anything for him. Now I lost him, and I miss him so much. It's been a month now and I still dreams of him. In my dreams, we were talking together and smiling and laughing together. I miss you so much

-mt