it's been over for a couple of weeks. that's okay. we're okay.

we weren't meant for each other, not forever. that happens sometimes. it's time for us to be independent people; we couldn't keep hiding behind a relationship that was slowly growing toxic. if we hadn't ended it when we did, we wouldn't be able to salvage our friendship at all.

that's all true. we would be worse off if we stayed together. but i still feel horribly, horribly alone.