"Sometimes I wish you were here with me, every step of the way, like I was with you. You know I care. You don't care at all. Do you ever want me to actually feel happy with you without me making you happy? It hurts, but I guess I like the hurt...since I've been in this same position several times before you."

This was my journal entry last year when I finally realised that the guy I liked for 9 years didn't care.

Anyone else out there who acts like a dog for someone who you deem as better...Ask this question to this 'superior', "Can you put some effort into us?" This is the only way to not be treated as lesser and to finally believe you are not lesser. If they don't respond or say something that makes you feel obligated to stay with them unconditionally, just leave and walk away.

If I had stayed like I was a year ago, I would have never had the guts to ask my best friend of 4 years out. He accepted and I am now still in a wonderful relationship with him. It is the 1 year anniversary for us.

Live. Learn. Love.